So it's a quarter to 1 in the morning and I have to be at work at nine, probably wont get done until 5 or 6, but hey, the long days is where the money is.  And I need the money since i'll be heading back to Western pretty soon.  I saw AVP tonight, and man, I must say that is was damn good...until the STUPID LAST 20 MINUTES!!!  It just got really cheesy, kinda disappointing.  I mean shit, I could have been in Lake Stevens with my girlfriend.  Doing nothing with Tara is more appealing to me than doing a whole lot of stuff.  I wish she lived closer, cuz I'd be over all the time, until she got sick of me...which would probably be pretty quick.  I've met her whole family basically, and although she finds them to be a little unnerving, I think they're pretty cool.  I guess I should just be happy she's only 45 minutes away, cuz in a month or so she'll be about 4-5 hours away.  I'm gonna miss her a disturbingly large amount.  I was with her 24 hours ago for christ's sake and I already miss her.  I can't wait until after work tomorrow cuz she'll be in Renton so I should be able to see her.  Sounds sappy I know...but who cares what you all think.  You're probably just bored and have nothing to do if you're reading my blog...which is ok.  Sorry it's not more interesting. 

I haven't been drunk in months...which is strange considering a lot of my friends now drink regularly.  Tonight will be the third night in a row for some...Eric even woke up drunk this morning.  I like getting drunk, but I just don't know how I feel about getting drunk with my group of friends.  Don't ask me why.  I think they'd all get on my nerves really really bad.  Some take shit way too seriously when they're fucked up, and I mess with people a lot when I'm fucked up, so I'm sure someone would end up getting pissed at me...but big whoop.  I hate buzzkills.

Why are some guys total dooshbags?  I don't understand how most guys are such womanizing wannabe players.  What is so fucken hard about monogamy?  I know it's a stereotype and all, but I know a bunch of guys who are out to just hit it and quit it.  I mean, I know we all get horny, but I don't see how anyone can just use someone else for sex...seems dirty and just trashy to me.  Plus some people I know that are 20 or older still act like they're in middle school when it comes to relationships.  Like ignoring or being a dick to your g/f just so she'll get mad at you and break up with you so you don't have to do it when you're the one with the problem.  JUST FUCKING TELL HER YOU DON'T LIKE HER!!!  She'll get over it, trust me.  You're not God's gift to women. (I am talking about a certain person, but I try not to drop names.) 

Western has it's pros and it's cons:

Pros:  1) Back on my own with a regular routine.
    & nbsp;    2) Seeing old friends and partying it up!
    & nbsp;    3) I am so ready to go back to school, strange to say.
    & nbsp;    4) Did I mention partying it up?

Cons:  1) All new roommates, which could be good, except for the fact
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;    that one doesn't bathe regularly...
    & nbsp;   &n bsp; 2) TARA WONT BE AROUND!!!  FUCK I'm gonna be sad. (I'd put a
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp; sad face, but last time I put a face, it erased everything I
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp; typed.)

As you can see, pros outweigh the cons, so I'm excited for school to start.  Did I mention partying it up?

Well this random ass blog is done for now...Tara, I know you'll read this, so I want to say hi, I miss you SOOOOO MUCH and I can't wait to see you.  I wish you were here to fall asleep with me.  I'm in a weird cuddly mood, almost sad, feels like all I really want to do is be with you...maybe it's the exhaustion kicking in...but I think it's something else...I might tell you what it is sometime ;)  Goodnight everyone.